draft · thinking out loud
The shape of things
Sarah — you're the first to see this. Rough outline; the empty spaces are on purpose.
| Completing | reclaim the energy that leaks out of open loops | 4 |
| Hidden beliefs | what runs me that I can't see yet | open |
| Fears, Risks | what my choices quietly bend around | open |
| Desires & dreams | the pull forward — wants, not tasks | 4+ |
| Curiosities & hobbies | interests & rabbit holes, for their own sake | 2+ |
| The working funnel | how a want becomes a decision — or gets dropped | 3 |
| Relationships | who I am, and who for | 8 |
| Possible futures | who I could become — some for you to imagine | open |
The outline
Completing — closing what drains me, so there's more for us • all taxes confirmed paid, up to date • identity theft resolved • crypto recovery • Dreamlab Clinic safely paused — a stable orbit Hidden beliefs — what runs me that I can't see • (a clearing — held open on purpose) Fears, Risks — what I'm protecting against • (a clearing — held open on purpose) Desires & dreams — the pull forward • Dream Scientific — a creative compound • the book — Physics of Work • actualize sexually • connection & community — in awe of the community around me • …and many others Curiosities & hobbies — interests & rabbit holes, for their own sake • post-scarcity consciousness • embodiment for AI The working funnel — research → options → decision • research — gather what's true • options — branch the paths • decision — keep · prioritize · delegate · drop Relationships — who I am, and who for • Karen — my mother; I live with her • Justin — best friend; brilliant, more brain, exceeds me; amazing family • Topher — best friend; more heart; I work with him • Rob — second best friend; met in SF, now in Telluride; we can visit • Sarah — …!? unknown • Kayla — former business partner • Jackie — stepmom (Dad remarried) • David — my dad Possible futures — who I could become • (a clearing — some for you to imagine, 1..n years out)